I don't believe I've ever been in love. Don't get me wrong, smitten-ness is awesome, but I've never felt the need to shout it from the rooftops, you know? If I ever do love a boy, in that 'can't hold it in', 'must tell you' kinda way that they have it portrayed in movies... when I finally said the imfamous "I love you", (especially if I said it first)... he would legit accuse me of sarcasm.
It has come to my attention recently, that any time I try to be genuinely nice to people... when I thank them for random things; like being a part of my life, or listening to me vent... the first thing that comes to most peoples mind, is that I'm fuking with their heads, or mocking them with my sarcasm.
Now, let me be clear: I speak fluent sarcasm - it's true! Actually, it's my favorite language with the exception of body language, (and that mostlly comes across when I'm drunk anyway), and yet, I can't seem to figure out how to express myself effectively. It hurts my feelings when I try to compliment, or be nice to people -like for real; and in return an *eye roll* is what I get.
*rolls eyes* What to do?
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